About a Twin

Come join the Mad-Side ~ we have cookies! 🍪
Also tea, chaos and more cuddles than is strictly legal.
I am Maddie, the Madhatter’s Twin!

Born of Chaos, Daughter of Time, Twin of Madness…
or simply your big sister Daimoness!

Sit down, relax and let me care for you:
The tea is brewing. The table is set.
And, of course, the cats are close. 🐾

Featured Image 2025 © Lunareth

📜 Character Sheet

Name: Tara N.M. Havem
Alignment: Chaotic Good She/Her
Level: 30+ (January – Year of the Tiger 🐅)
Class: Bard (Subclasses: Rogue, Sorcerer)
Orientation: Polyamorous | Demi-Sexual | Versatile Switch | Androphilic Preference
Languages: English [ENG], Deutsch [GER], bits and pieces of Spanish [ES] & Japanese [JP]
Homeland: Austria (more 🎶Amadeus Amadeus🎶 than Koala)

🎭 Known Aliases & Titles – Known across the realms as:

  • Mad, Mads, Maddie, Hatter or Twin 🎩
  • Emotional Professional Royal Court Drama-Lama 🦙
  • Squirrel on Speed 🐿️
  • Fellow AuDHD Alien 👽
  • Hobbit in Comfort Mode 🏡
  • Alchemist of Flavors & Creative Creation 🍲
  • NeKo-mata Daimoness with Vampiric Traits 🦇

💼 Occupation & Role

  • Home in disability retirement.
  • Jack of many trades — master of none.
  • Nerdy couch potato.
  • Mama-CheshireCat to Cookie & Crumble, teen cat girls & professional mischief makers.

❤️ Passions & Perks

  • Cuddling, Chaos … and Cats 🐾
  • Reading & Writing (especially RP, Erotica & Fantasy) 📚
  • Music in all Moods 🎶
  • Gaming (RPGs, romance VNs, cozy farming sims) 🎮
  • Series, Movies and Anime Binge Marathons 📺
  • Alchemy / Creative Creation: cooking, flavor experiments and joyful food adventures 🍜
  • Asia Love (Japan & South Korea especially): music, food, culture, language, people, places — everything ❤️🇯🇵🇰🇷
  • Deep, curious conversations ☕
  • Doing everything at once… or absolutely nothing at all 😏

Bonus Skill: endless quotes from TV & Songs and sometimes questionable ideas that could spark inspiration.

🎲 Inventory

  • Two adorable cat companions (Cookie & Crumble)
  • An infinite playlist
  • A library of RP memories & unfinished novels
  • Enough TV quotes and song lyrics to fill a bard’s songbook twice over

⚔️ Challenges, Experiences & On-Going Quests

  • Agoraphobia
  • AuDHD
  • Borderline Personality Disorder
  • Bulimia Nervosa
  • Chronic Fatigue
  • Chronic Illness
  • Chronic Pain
  • Depression
  • Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD)
  • Neurodivergence
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)

🎲 Primary Stats

  • Charisma: 13/21 — Might charm cookies right out of a dragon’s hoard occasionally 🍪🐉
  • Wisdom: 14/21 — Sharp when it counts, but prone to getting lost in Wonderland 🌙
  • Creativity: 20/21 — Endless ideas, even when the tea’s gone cold 🖋️
  • Chaos: 19/21 — Squirrel-brain stealth attacks, unpredictable but glorious 🐿️
  • Empathy: 18/21 — Feeling everything deeply, holding space like a hearth fire ❤️
  • Resilience: 21/21 — Still here, even after nightmare difficulty dungeons ⚔️

🎯 Saving Throws

  • Against Despair: +7 (but still takes critical hits)
  • Against Boredom: Automatic fail — will create chaos instead
  • Against Injustice: Advantage on all rolls — will fight to the last hit point

💖 Special Skills

  • Tea Alchemy: Brew +2 Comfort per cup
  • Story Weaving: Occasional inspiration of allies with tales of madness, magic, healing and survival
  • Cat Whisperer: Summon purr-based snuggle aura 🐾
  • Cookie Negotiator: Gains advantage on persuasion checks involving snacks

Stay, be safe, have some fun, relax and be yourself, be mad! ~^.^~

As they say in Wonderland: We’re all mad here!

And if your life is even a little bit like mine …

An endless circle of playing whack-a-mole while trying to build a living on quicksand besides being forced to play Russian Roulette.

Especially then:

~ Enjoy the good time ~ slide through the bad times ~
and most importantly: FOX-FAIL FORWARD! ~